Someone rapped on the door frame of the small hut. I quickly
wiped my eyes; trying to remove the signs that I had been crying.
“Come in” I called, trying to steady my
voice. A woman in her early sixties came through the door. “Hello, there. My
name is Gina. My husband, Robert, and I are the missionaries here. We are the
ones that sent for more help. If you don’t mind my asking, why are you crying,
honey?” Gina asked, all in one breath.
“I am just having a hard time adjusting
to…everything. I don’t understand…what I mean to say is...” My voice broke
again and I started to cry. Gina sat down on the bench next to me and held me
why I sobbed. After a few minutes I composed myself. I raised my eyes to her
face.
“I think I know why you’re crying dear.
I had the same fears adjusting that you did.” She told me in a quiet voice. I
nodded as a hiccup escaped my lips.
She smiled and grabbed hold of my hand.
“Can I tell you a story about me?” I nodded again. “This village was our first
assignment as new missionaries. We arrived here and Robert was
immediately called away to help a family in the next village. You see there was
a young boy that was going to kill himself. Thank God Robert was able to talk
him out of it, anyway dear, so that left me to set up our hut by myself. I was
done around mid-afternoon. So I decided to head down to the tiny
hole-in-the-wall market, to pick up some groceries. I got to the market; I was
trying to find a can of peaches, but couldn’t. I asked the man that ran the
establishment, but he informed me that they didn’t carry any. I had been
battling my tears all day long. I started to cry. It wasn’t just that they
didn’t have peaches; it was the realization that we would be stuck here for
three years. Now don’t get me
wrong. I felt called by God to help my husband. I knew that we were supposed to
be here; I was just having a hard time. Anyway dear, there was a woman that
came up to me, and without a word she wrapped her arm around my waist. She took
me to her hut and made me a cup of hot tea. She sat next to me letting me cry
for a long time. Not once did she try to talk me. She knew that I simply needed
to
cry. Finally I composed myself. She told me that she was the one that had
contacted our organization, begging them to send a missionary. I was the
answer to her prayers! This meant so much to me. I began to realize why God had
placed me here. We talked for hours and as I got up to leave she rifled around
in a box until she found what she was looking for. She straightened up and
handed me a can of peaches. I was so happy that I started to cry all over
again. Anyway, I just want you to know that I understand what you’re going
through.”
“Thank you for not judging me. I know in
my heart that God wants me here to help teach and instruct the little children
here, but my head is having a hard time letting go to material things. I know
that Bradley needs to be here as a physician. This is where God wants us. I
appreciate what you’ve done.” Gina smiled until the edges of her eyes crinkled
up. “Maybe you can come by for some tea, when I am in a little better shape to
entertain.” I asked.
“I would love that dear. That woman I
was telling you about; she was born in England in 1945. She felt that God was
calling her to Africa to become a missionary. She was single all her life and
lived here until her death a few years ago. Every time that I was feeling
homesick we would sit together and have a can of peaches. At least that was
what she called the times that we chatted and prayed together.” Gina smiled at
the memory. “I treasured her friendship. I am so glad that I’ll see her again
someday in heaven though. I just want you to know that I’ll be here for you
Olivia. Any time you need to talk.” She squeezed my shoulder.
I smiled and thanked her. She stood and
started toward the door. “Would you like to come by Monday? We could have some
tea and share a can of peaches?” tears came to Gina eyes as she nodded and
said, “I would love that.”
I wrote this story to show that even
when you’re doing what God has lead you to, that doesn’t mean that your human
emotions won’t still rise up. I believe that God raises up people to help
encourage us. We lean on our human families for support; leaning on our
Christian families is no different. If there is someone that you can encourage,
do it. And remember sometimes the loudest words are spoken silently.
“Therefore encourage one another and
build up one another, just as you also are doing.” 1 Thessalonians 5:11
“Therefore comfort one another with
these words.” 1 Thessalonians 4:18
“Therefore if
there be any encouragement in Christ, if there is any consolation of love, if
there is any fellowship of the Spirit, if any affect and compassion, make my
joy complete by being of the same mind, maintaining the same love, united in
spirit, intent on one purpose.”
Philippians 2:1-2
a story||by Farm Girl
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